16 hours
Yesterday I returned to my home tired tired, my wife told me Hala changed your clothes and rested a little while the food is cooked ....
I actually went to my room and changed my clothes and stretched on my bed and closed my eyes !!!
I did not open my eyes except to the voice of the muezzin to pray for Asr, so I went out of the room heading to the kitchen and found my wife engaged in preparing the table .....
I sat down at the table and asked her what did you cook for us today?
But they did not respond !!! I came back to the question a second time and a third, I was surprised that she did not respond .... I was surprised earlier than my anger !!!
For the first time in twenty years of my married life, I have been addressing my wife and paying no attention to me.
He turned to my son to enter the kitchen, I asked him to bring a bottle of water from the refrigerator, was his answer similar to the answer of his mother, and increased my admiration for that young man who is hit by the example in literature and good character !!!
I got out of the kitchen and my wife said to my son: Go and wake up your father for lunch !!!! Here I was amazed by the amount !!!
And indeed my son went to my room to wake me up, so I screamed at him with my voice rising, I was here, he did not look at me, and he hurried away and left me in my stupor.
And after a minute or more returned has been terrorized on his face and said to him his mother: Have you awakened your father ???
He stammered a bit and then said: I tried to wake him up again and again but he did not answer !!! I was amazed, what does this boy say !!!
My wife rushed into the room and behind her the children were terrified. I followed them to find her trying to wake someone else in my bed that looked exactly like me, and dressed in the same clothes.
And when I did not wake him until her eyes began to tear in tears and my children began to cry and wailing and calling the man lying on my bed and hanging in his clothes in the hope of reply.
I can not believe what is going on around me !!!
My God what is happening ??? !!! Who is this guy who is my copy ??? !!! Why does not anyone hear me ??? !!! Why does not anyone see me ??? !!!
My son came out quickly to come back shortly after with my father and my mother and brothers and everyone fell in tears and my mother hugging that sleeping man and crying warm place, I went to try to touch her and talk with her and I am still next to it but tricks between me and what I wanted ....
He turned to my father and brothers trying to hear my voice but to no avail !!!
My brothers went to prepare for the funeral and my father was lying on the chair crying, and I was in total amazement and frustration at the horror of that nightmare I was trying to wake up from.
The laundry came and began to wash that body on my bed with the help of my children and wrapped it in the coffin and placed it in the coffin.
And the arrival of friends and loved ones to the house and everyone embraces my father collapsed and comfort my brothers and my sons and call me mercy and patience and solace.
Then they carried the coffin to the mosque to pray on it, and the house was empty except for women. I hurried out behind the funeral to the mosque where my neighbors and friends met and lined up behind the imam to pray for me.
Amidst this hustle and bustle, I found myself penetrating the ranks easily and easily without touching anyone.
The imam is the first takbeer, and I shout in them, O my family, my neighbors, who will you pray ??? !!!
I'm with you but you do not feel !!!
I call you but you do not hear !!!
In your hands but do not see !!!
When I was upset with them I left them praying and went to that box and uncovered the cover Look at that sleeper in it ,,,
And once he revealed his face until he opened his eyes and looked at me and said: Now it is over my turn ,,, I am to the yard, but you are to stay !!!
Then he said to your crisis for more than forty years and today is mine
To the dust and your kings to the account !!!
I felt only myself, lying in the coffin, losing control of everything, my limbs no longer responding to me. I no longer see anything, I am no longer stronger on the move, I try to speak, I can not.
I only hear the Imam's magnifications ...
Then the clouds of mourners ....
Then the sound of dirt descends upon me ....
Then pump the slippers away ....
I realized then that it was the end ....
And maybe the beginning ....
Beginning of the End ....
So simply and without introductions !!!!! !!!!!
I still have a lot of dates ,,,
I still have a lot of work ,,,,
I still have a lot of debt that I did not repay or pay.
Where do I go ???
I want to recommend doing the best I've ever done ,,,
I want to finish a denier for as long as I've seen it ,,,,
Slowly I began to suffocate
Then I heard the sounds of feet heading to me,
Hey, how are you going?
This is what I was told in the world ,,,,
They must deny and deny in their way to ,,,
I remained screaming in my grave ,,,
Lord of the Earth ,,,
Lord of the Earth ,,,
Lord of the Earth ,,,
For me ,,, I do good to be left !!!
I hear no echo of my call except ,,,,,
No ,,, Both ,,, ,,,
And still on this case until the flow to the ears of a thin voice whispering in my ears: Baba, Papa, tomorrow Papa ....
I opened my eyes to find my daughter and my liver is smiling as usual in my face and she says: "Oh, Papa, before eating what is cooled"
I embraced her eagerly and kissed her forehead and then left her to go ....
I sat in my bed for a moment and I feel very tired and my limbs tremble and my body is sweating sweat ....
To address myself, saying:
... Oh my soul, you have promised me, so show me what good you are going to do before a day comes when you ask the reactionary, you do not respond ....
(The best of what you gain tomorrow and do not know the same in any land to die that Allah knows the expert)
[Al-Luqman 34]
May God reward you with good ...
And pray for us with guidance ♡♡ لعل Perhaps God responds to you ..
