الجمعة، 25 يناير 2019

The repentance of a young man in Rome

The repentance of a young man in Rome














Rome, capital of Italy, the stronghold of Christianity and the headquarters of the Vatican .. There .. This young man returned to his Lord and found the sweetness of faith .. But by whom? By an Italian girl. Was a reason for his guidance .. Tell me himself about his story, he said:
I was born in the city of Riyadh and grew up between Muslim parents, and in a Muslim society known for the purity of faith and its integrity of innovations and superstitions. Since childhood I have had artistic tendencies in drawing and formation, so I specialized in this art, I got a certificate in art education, I studied this material for a full year and then announced a mission to Italy to study in the field of art and decoration. I rushed to register. I was included in the list of candidates for travel in this mission.
I traveled to Italy - that was in 1395 AH - and it was a trend at the time deviant .. Yes .. I was the headquarters of God and the Prophet peace be upon him .. But I do not hold a ritual of the rituals of God, but the pronunciation of the testimonies .. And what to enrich the words without work ?!
Two years have passed since I discovered the reality of Western life, and what I can find in the future. If I walked in this way, I looked around. I saw only herds of wolves and human animals, Drinking and entertainment, and the pursuit of lust at all costs. Moral corruption. This is what I saw for myself, and what I learned from my conservative Muslim community.
I always brought myself up and said: A day must come when I return to God and join the faith. But when does this day come ?! I do not know.
The days went by and I was in that case of carelessness and loss until I decided to commit myself. I began to maintain the prayer and some of the apparent rituals. It was an apparent commitment only without realizing the spirit and truth of religion.
I was staying there in a city called Florence, and on one of the holidays I was to travel by train to Rome - I and my husband - to spend some work, and on the specific day of travel, God willing, we would arrive late to the train station, Another train.
This train was filled with passengers, and I was about to walk, and my colleague and I were the last two passengers before closing the door.
We looked for a place where we sat, and after a short time, an empty seat was visible in one of the compartments while my friend found another seat in the next cabin.
I entered the cabin - usually six people - only four of them were women, and the other two were busy with some bags.
Three and a half hours is the distance by train between Florence and Rome. Two hours went by and none of us spoke with one word. Some of us read, others turned his gaze sometimes through the window and sometimes in the faces of others.
I was carrying a small booklet in my hand but I felt bored - as I noticed on the faces of the rest - I wanted to break the silence and start talking.
I said: Two hours ago we did not talk and did not say a single word .. Agreed me, and began the debate ..
One of them said: Where are you from? I said: From Saudi Arabia .. And you? She said: I am an Italian [Christian] .. The third came to know herself, she said: She is Jewish from Israel.
As soon as this Jewish word was uttered, it rose up as the bird sprang up when the diameter of the bird rolled, and my face turned and my heartbeat accelerated. That was the turning point.
(Jewish from Israel) !! I said it with a clear defiance and arrogance and arrogance, as if she were saying to me: I am from the land that we took from you and expelled you from them.
It was a few moments but I remember the details accurately and will not forget what I lived .. Then the eruption of the volcano ..
I lost my feeling in those moments, and I burst into speech despite my lack of knowledge in the forensic science, but even in talking to others. I launched a violent and unrelenting attack on this Jew. I said a lot of words - I do not remember him now - Of the continuous speech only when the train stopped at his station in Rome ..
A whole hour and a half of continuous conversation without interruption .. Ideas flowed like a sill and sometimes precede speech despite the shallow public culture - as I mentioned - except with regard to colors and drawing.
I am reminded of the fact that I started with the Palestinian issue, that the Jews are rapists and traitors, and they are their habit throughout history, that they are a cowardly, cowardly people, etc. This conversation forced me to talk about the Jewish religion and its distortions. As well as the distortion of the Christians .. This is the first time I talk about such topics related to religions.
And continued to talk with enthusiasm and an unprecedented rush .. It has emerged clear during the talk of religious, national and national diet .. And whatever you desire, especially since I was not - then - has made a real commitment.
After talking about the Jewish and Christian religions, I spoke about Islam and its permissibility and facilitated it. I then compared these three religions. When I remember that, I laugh at myself, and I wonder how this happened.
I was talking to everyone and they listened to me and I was greeted with their eyes only Jewish, I have her head in fear or shame - I do not know - and her tongue says, I wish I did not say anything ...
When the train stopped, I was the first to leave it. The others thanked me for what I said, either courtesy or fear. I do not know either.
When I got off the train, the Italian was waiting for me - a girl in her twenties - I praised what I said and asked me for more information about Islam and I told her that I do not know anything but what I said .. But I will try to search in the future and ask the scientists what constitutes .. My address, and it is God's reconciling that she was living in the same city I inhabited Florence, and she made it to Rome to work and will come back days later, as I am.
She lived in Florence with her brother Leder

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